I want to recommend that you sign up for this podcast. It is a Biblical explanation of many of the things that our young are being confused about. There is no anger or hatred in the podcast. But you will get the other side of what you are studying. Today Calvinism is very prevalent. Young people think of the Calvinists as the smart guys. They never get to hear from the other side. This is the other side.
I hope you will click on the image or one of the links and sign up to learn all you can. Even if you disagree it is good to hear another point of view!